Why am I posting today? I'm very sad at the moment. Why? A combination of circumstances, death of the father of a friend, decision to not have a visitor, meeting with someone at church, end of a tv show.
Odd - like a drip drip drip that builds up. I have a combo of feeling like I am disappointing the world and not able to do what I should do.
I think I'm mad, not crazy, angry - but at what, who? By the end of the week I'll probably be better.
It is cold, not my favorite temperature.
Actor Heath Ledger died today. 28. Such a waste.
I need to be in Scotland again.
I am suffocating in all my possesions.
I bought a wonderful painting from Arthur Hammer. He came to install it Sunday. Over the mantle. Ideal place. I have to spend more time in the living room!
Okay, off for now. I can sleep late tomorrow, but not too late. Need to clean up before Bryan comes over to interview me for the JHCJ.
